MONSTRESS

i woke up from this dream to find that i was sleeping
so i went back to sleep and i dreamed i was awake
i locked myself inside but you were on the outside
i stood outside and watched but i couldn’t let you in

maybe you could see inside yourself

if only you could know that growing up means letting go
maybe then you’d grow up by yourself

i’m growing up again…
i’m learning to accept that all good things must come to an end
i’m trying to understand what it’s like
to let go of a friend

if i die tomorrow, would this song live on forever?
here is my unopened letter to a world
that never shall reply

on random notes of parchment, i’m scrawling my existence
dressed in white 
this candle radiates throughout the night
and it’s never burning out

am i not good enough for the world?
am i destined only to die the same way that i lived…
in seclusion

from high upon this mountain i can almost see your lonely windowsill
there’s a ghost in your old bedroom and a candle burning bright

if i die tomorrow would this song live on forever?

Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It’s a day that I can’t stand
Such a lonely day
Shouldn’t exist
It’s a day that I’ll never miss
The most loneliest day of my life
Life
Such a lonely day
And its mine
It’s a day that I’m glad I survived