MONSTRESS

err… i forgot what i was going to write about. damn my radiation-induced brain cells, always malfunctioning. (i promise to never watch tv again - ouch, my brain cells just kicked me. okay, okay, forget it.) anyways, i’m going to write about what i was not going to write about instead - the unknown.

i wouldn’t have possibly known the unknown until once upon a timeless dream, i stepped into a black hole. the whole un-experience aroused me to the max. i saw everything going so fast yet i felt it in slow-mo. the matrix was nothing compared to the unknown. now how?

how could i have known the unknown without knowing it? is there sucha thing as the known unknown? it couldn’t be the unknown if i know about it. knowing the unknown is as confusing as a confused Confucius.

here is my huge little secret: everyone knows the unknown, yet do not know what is known. but not everyone has been to the unknown. knowing the unknown and experiencing the unknown is totally not the same. and knowing all the known is impossible. hence, we know the unknown. y’know?

usually, people fear the unknown. but what is there to fear? not knowing is scary. really scary. scarier than needles in your pupil. but everyone knows the unknown. everyone knows. there’s nothing to fear then, as long as we know the unknown.

well, i let the unknown fuck me in ways i couldn’t have possibly known without knowing the unknown because fucking is all you could ever think of. the unknown fucked my brain cells (lazy bastards!), fucked my heart, and even finger-fucked my fingers. i mutated into a wicker, weaker being.

a-ha! typing all these fuck words made me remember what i was supposed to write in this post. the etymology of the word fuck, which is unknown to you yet fucking is all you could ever think of. what the FUCK?

we are divided by lights, separated by the unknown.

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